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Wednesday 11 August 2021

98. Siti Sarah Raissudin

Malaysian songstress Siti Sarah Raisuddin passed away close to dawn yesterday,  after a battle with Covid-19.
She had been intubated at the Canselor Tuanku Muhriz UKM Hospital (HCTM) on Aug 6 while seven months pregnant and the baby, named Ayash Affan - her fourth child with her husband comedian Shuib Sepahtu - was safely delivered via surgery on the same day... 

Ayash Affan was named after a Palestinian activist.
Last month, during Eid Adha, she sacrified cows to be distributed to the Palestinians in Gaza Strip.

Cinta Gaza Malaysia Chief Executive Officer, Muhammad Nadir Al-Nuri Kamaruzaman revealed that singer Siti Sarah had participated in sacrificial rituals in Palestine by donating cows worth thousands of ringgit.

"After that, she kept in touch and asked about the situation of the Palestinians in Palestine, "he said in a post on Facebook.

The 36-year-old award-winning artiste left behind three other children - Uwais Alqarni, 10, Dzahira Talita Zahra, 8, and Ariq Matin, 6.

On July 27, Siti Sarah confirmed that she and several other family members tested positive for Covid-19, after one of her assistants was infected.

Monday 14 June 2021

97. Palestine - History of On-Going Resistance

When I was a teenager in the mid 90s,  I read  'A History of Middle East' by Peter Mansfield. 
I remember it a was a hard cover book with a light blue illustration of several men on camels in the dessert. It was the first published edition.
From that book,  I first learnt about the Balfour Declaration 1917.
I may not have full recollection about the Balfour Declaration I read back then nor do I still have the book, but  last night, I summarized and compiled the journey of the on going resistance by the Palestinians. 
I documented it in this post from the research and online reading I have done. 
I am sharing it on here. 

I found a photo of the book cover on the internet. 

In 1915, the Zionist movement that was founded in 1896, was lobbying Western powers to support the mass migration of Jews to Palestine and to recognise a Jewish claim to the land.

Zionism was a settler colonialist movement that was running away from the persecutions in Europe.
it wanted as much Palestinian lands as possible with as few Palestinians in it as possible.
This was the aim of it in the late 19th century and this is the aim of Zionism, today.

The emergence of Zionism as a political ideology in late 19th-century Eastern Europe gave seed to the process. The ideology is based on the belief that Jews are a nation or a race that deserve their own state.
The idea of a Jewish homeland (Jewish state) was crafted in 1896, by a Viennese journalist, Theodor Herzl. He mooted this as a solution to a centuries-old anti-Semitic sentiments and attacks in Europe.
Palestine was chosen based on the biblical concept that the Holy Land was promised to the Jews by God.

The old city of Jerusalem,  Palestine

Under the Ottoman empire,   Muslim, Christian, and Jewish communities of Palestine were allowed to exercise jurisdiction over their own members according to charters granted to them. For centuries the Jews and Christians had enjoyed a large degree of communal autonomy in matters of worship, jurisdiction over personal status, taxes, and in managing their schools and charitable institutions. 

By the end of the 19th century, Palestine had 500,000 inhabitants, of whom 30,000 lived in Jerusalem. Jews formed half the population of Jerusalem, and in the country close to 5%. while Christians accounted for 10% and Muslims 85%.

Chaim Weizmann, a Britain-based Russian Zionist lobbied hard for more than two years to then-British Prime Minister David Lloyd-George and Foreign Ministerat that time, Arthur James Balfour to publicly commit Britain to building a homeland for the Jews in Palestine.

In 1917, the Balfour Declaration declared British support for a “national home for the Jewish people” in Palestine. 

The declaration was made in a letter written on 2nd November 1917, by Britain's then-Foreign Secretary Arthur James Balfour, to Baron Walter Rothschild, a leader of the British Zionist movement. The letter was endorsed by Britain's then-Prime Minister David Lloyd George.
The letter stated the British would “use their best endeavours to facilitate the achievement of this objective".

The November 1917 letter to the Zionist movement committed Britain to support the establishment of a “Jewish national home” in Palestine. Through that document, the world’s pre-eminent power gave its backing to a project aimed at colonising with European Jews a land where most of the populations were Arabs. .
British writer,  Arthur Kieslee summarised it as   a document in which ‘one nation solemnly promised to a second nation the country of a third’. 

Ruling the Palestine region for more than 400 years, the Ottomans fought fiercely to keep the ancient lands during World War I but eventually lost them to the British.
On  the night of Dec. 10, 1917. Ottoman troops withdrew from Jerusalem .

The next morning,  on Dec 11, 1917, the British occupied Palestine as part of the secret Sykes-Picot treaty of 1916 between Britain and France to divide up the Middle East for imperial interests.

Once British occupied Palestine in December 1917, the colonial power began implementing its plan of creating a Jewish state on Palestinian land. 
"A Jewish state will be for England a little loyal Ulster in a sea of potentially hostile Arabism."  - Sir Ronald Storrs, 1917 - who described himself as ‘the first military governor in Palestine since Pontius Pilate’ 

From 1919 onwards, Zionist immigration to Palestine, facilitated by the British, increased dramatically. Weizmann, who later became Israel's first president, was realising his dream of making Palestine "as Jewish as England is English".

The influx of Zionists to Palestine, supported by the British, was met by fierce Palestinian resistance. The purchases of land by Jews from absentee landlords for Zionist settlement displaced tens of thousands of Palestinians from their homes. The entire process was facilitated by the British.


In July 1920 a British civilian administration headed by a High Commissionerm replaced the military administration. The first High Commissioner, Herbert Samuel,  a Zionist and a recent British cabinet minister, arrived in Palestine on 20 June 1920 to take up his appointment from 1 July.
Faced with unrest and Palestinians' resistance in1921, Herbert Samuel the first high commissioner of Palestine, ordered air strikes against Palestinian rioters and declared a state of emergency.

Between 1922 and 1935, the Jewish population rose from nine percent to nearly 27 percent of the total population, displacing tens of thousands of Palestinian tenants from their lands as Zionists bought land from absentee landlords.
With the Nazi seizure of power in Germany between 1933 and 1936, 30,000 to 60,000 Ashkenazi European Jews arrived on the shores of Palestine.


In 1933, a contingent of foot police broke a demonstration in Jaffa by the Palestinians which had been banned. Numerous Palestinians were shot dead during the protest.
British military commanders were assured that they could take whatever measures are necessary. The measures were to include demolishing much of Jaffa’s old city, imposing collective punishment on villages with rebels in their midst and mass detention in labour camps.

A 1938 photo in Jerusalem whereby Bitish occupation forces arresting sheikhs and leaders of the revolutionaries resisting the British-Zionist plan to estanlish a Jewish state in Palestine territories. 

Izz Al Din Al Qassam 1882-1935

While the Palestinian leadership in Jerusalem insisted on continuing negotiations with the British to resolve the simmering tensions, a Syrian leader living in Haifa, Izz Al-Din Al-Qassam began calling for an armed revolt against the British and the Zionists.
In November 1935, Al-Qassam was surrounded by British forces and killed along with some of his men.
 His resistance inspired many Palestinians.

An article in a Palestinian newspaper that P about the British Zionist conspiracy titled Zionism Crocodile

By 1936, an Arab rebellion erupted against British imperialism and Zionist settler-colonialism. Palestinian Arabs revolted until 1939. 
The British crushed the revolt violently; they destroyed at least 2,000 Palestinian homes, put 9,000 Palestinians in concentration camps and subjected them to violent interrogation, including torture, and deported 200 Palestinian nationalist leaders.
At least ten percent of the Palestinian male population had been killed, wounded, exiled or imprisoned by the end of the revolt.

The Balfour Declaration’s purpose that was to form a “little loyal Jewish state in a sea of potentially hostile Arabism”, according to Ronald Storrs, “the first military governor of Palestine.
But not everything went according to plan, the Zionist movement fell out with and waged a campaign of guerilla warfare against Britain.

Although the British had backed mass Jewish immigration to Palestine, the colonial power began to limit the number of Jews arriving to the country in an attempt to quell Arab unrest.
The new limit on immigration upset the Zionists. They launched a series of terrorist attacks on British authorities to drive them out.

By 1939, the Palestinians found themselves fighting two enemies: British colonial forces and Zionist militia groups.

As Zionist attacks on the British and Arabs escalated, the British decided to hand over their responsibility for Palestine to the newly founded United Nations.

In November 1947, the UN General Assembly proposed a plan to partition Palestine into a Jewish state and an Arab one. Jews in Palestine only constituted one-third of the population – most of whom, the Ashkenazi Jews had arrived from Europe a few years earlier – and only retained control of less than 5.5 percent of historic Palestine.

 Yet under the UN proposal, they were allocated 55 percent of the land. The Palestinians and their Arab allies rejected the proposal.
The Zionist movement accepted it however, on the grounds that it legitimised the idea of a Jewish state on Arab land. But the Zionists did not agree to the proposed borders, and campaigned to conquer even more of historic Palestine. 

By early 1948, Zionist forces had captured dozens of villages and cities, displacing thousands of Palestinians, even while the British Mandate was still in effect. 
In many cases, they carried out organised massacres. The Zionist movement’s message was simple: Palestinians must leave their land or be killed.

As the date (May 14, 1948) selected by the British for their Palestine Mandate to expire approached, Zionist forces hastened their efforts to seize Palestinian land.
 In April 1948, the Zionists captured Haifa, one of the biggest Palestinian cities, and subsequently set their eyes on Jaffa.
 On May 14, 1948, British ended its mandate on Palestine. 
David Ben-Gurion, then-head of the Zionist, proclaimed the establishment of the state of Israel. British forces formally withdrew, leaving behind their tanks and armoured weapons to the newly created state of Israel. 

Zionists argued that Israel would provide a safe national home for Jews, allowing any Jewish person from anywhere in the world to immigrate there and claim citizenship.

The transition was marked in a low-key ceremony at which Alan Cunningham, the last British high commissioner in Jerusalem, inspected a colour party.
Cunningham had been in charge during the mass expulsion of Palestinians by Zionist forces, an episode called the Nakba or catastrophe. The British authorities chose not to intervene.
Overnight, the Palestinians became stateless. The world’s two great powers, the United States and the Soviet Union (Bolshevik Jews) , immediately recognised Israel.

As the Zionists continued their ethnic cleansing campaign against the Palestinians, war broke out between neighbouring Arab countries and the new illegal Zionist state. 

The UN appointed Swedish diplomat, Folke Bernadotte, as its mediator to Palestine. He recognised the plight of the Palestinians and attempted to address their suffering. His efforts to bring about a peaceful solution and halt to the ongoing ethnic cleansing campaign ended when he was assassinated by the Zionists in September 1948.

By 1949, over 700,000 Palestinians had been made refugees and more than 13,000 had been killed by the Israeli military. The UN continued to push for an armistice deal between Israel and those Arab countries with whom the Zionist illegal state was at war.

Bernadotte was replaced by his American deputy, Ralph Bunche. Negotiations led by Bunche between Israel and the Arab states resulted in the latter conceding even more Palestinian land to the illegal Zionist state. 

In May 1949, Israel was admitted to the UN and its grip over 78 percent of historic Palestine was consolidated. The remaining 22 percent became known as the West Bank and the Gaza Strip.

Meanwhile, hundreds of thousands of Palestinian refugees remained in refugee camps, waiting to return home.

Critics argue that Zionism has functioned like colonialism, pointing to the violent ethnic cleansing of the indigenous Palestinian population and the building of illegal settlements in the Occupied Palestinian Territories as evidence.



Saturday 1 May 2021

96. Bali Bombings

I cant remember when was the first bombing, probably in 2001? or 2002?

i remember we had just finished our dinner about 10pm that night.We were walking along the streef where the pubs, clubs and shops were located in Kuta.
We came across this open air club with loud music called Sari Club. Similar concepf like Beach Club in KL.
The club was crowded mostly with caucasians.
We spent there about 10 mins there before we left. Too noisy and too smoky for me.

Then we walked back to our hotel. When we about to reach the lobby of our hotel, we heard loud explosions.
Some guests and staff at the lobby were puzzled.We all went out to the street to see what's going on. We saw fire from afar and chaos.
People on the street were running away The traffic was congested with vehicles not moving at all as they stopped to find out what had happened. Some locals yelled "Bomb"   "Bomb".

The staff asked us not to go there and hurried us all the guests, back to  the lobby and ordered us to stay  in our rooms.
I could not sleep that night. I was traumatised. I kept thinking what if the hotel we stayed in would be the next target.

After that incident, I did not return to Bali.
After that.  2 or 3 years later,  in 2005, I went again to Bali thinking it would be safe by then because we did hear any terrorist act on that Island.
So we went again  later that year.
I was wrong. 
This time it happened again. The restaurant that I planned to go  for dinner that evening was bombed.
Again I went to Bali.My final trip to Bali was in 2008. My first and last experience fkying with Everyone Can Fly. I was stranded  at Den Pasar Airport for 8 hours. We reached KL after midnight.

Friday 30 April 2021

95. Story of my ALS Journey

Although, I could still walk at that time but there was always uneasiness on both of my legs while walking.
Both my strength and my balance diminshes over time. 
I had problem  to stabilise myself while walking nor standing.
I had to lean on something. Like in this photo, i had to lean on my car in order to stand.

After the diagnosis, I could still drive but with my right hand manuevered the car steering while using my left hand to lift the leg from the accelerator to the brake as my thigh lost  its muscle to control the movement of the legs leaving the leg inactive to respond. 

Even in that situation, I prefered to drive my own car instead of taking public transport. It was much convenient to drive.

I was still driving until it hit me badly in late 2010. I could no longer lift my legs with my hand anymore as both my hands had weaken reaching to a point where controlling the steering with my hand had became an herculean task. 
At the same time, I was forced to use a walking stick and crutches to walk. After awhile, on top of using  crutches to walk, I needed others to help me by holding on to their arms or shoulders while walking.

In  2012,  the crutches did not do much help to me after a series of unfortunate event  of  tripping and falling  both in my personal sphere and in the public  spaces that put me into humiliation.,
After much thought of my safety, I had officially became a powered-wheelchair user and then manual wheelchair until now.
 The dramatic shift was mainly caused by Amyotrophic Lateral Sclerosis or Motor Neuron Disease as to some it is known as Lou Gehrig's Disease.

Tuesday 27 April 2021

94. Visiting Orphanage Home

One day during the fasting month in 2009, I did not  know what to do during my off day on that mid-week. 
Mid morning,  I decided to go to my friend's house in Cheras to hang out with him as it was his off day too. 
I was reading the newspaper and my friend was watching tv when his housemate came home that afternoon. 

We greeted each other and I asked my friend's housemate how was his puasa. 
He told me his puasa was ok and he's back from visiting  an orphanage home nearby their area. 
I asked him what did he do  there when he visited the children?
He said he talked to them and gave moral support to the children. 

I was interested to know more and asked if I could join him the next time he's going there. 
He said he's going there again in the afternoon to buy groceries for orphanage home. 
The three of us went to the hyper-market and shared money and we bought groceries for the orphanage home. 

So after we went for shopping,  I drove my car to the orphanage home.  I really wanted to meet the children.

Unfortunately, the children were not at home.  We sent the groceries and went home.  I was a bit frustrated I did not get the chance to meet them. 

 When I was a child,  I was almost being sent away to the orphanage home if it was not because of my grandmother and my grandfather who took us in their care. 

I know a few of my family members and relatives adopted children to be part of their family members.  Some of the adoptions became family secret until years later that then I found out.  Actually I was told about it in recent years. 

My grandmother's younger sister at some point even built an orphanage home and took care of the orphans. I am not sure if the home still exist.

Thursday 1 April 2021

93. Akie


It was Friday afternoon in 2006 or was it 2007? I remember not the exact year.  There were several people  scattered in the hall but some were strategically located on every corner of the hall.  

The hall was quiet, a pair or two of the people in the suit whispered to each other while the rest just stood at specific places observing  the hall.  
We were all waiting for the Malaysian VIP to arrive.  We were informed that the VIP was going to be late due to Friday afternoon rush hour. 

I was observing the people in the hall apart from those in the suits. 
She was looking at some paintings and some posters hanging on the wall. 
When she saw me,. she smiled at me and I smiled back at her.  
Then, she walked towards me.

I introduced myself to her and I addressed her with formality. 
"Just call me Aki',  she said casually. We had a good chat. .  She was very friendly.  She was also candid, talking about her life,  how she missed her life during her younger days. 

Among the things we talked were about her younger days on how she liked and enjoyed the night scenes at the clubs.  She even became a DJ for night clubs in Tokyo at one point in her life.
We had a nice time chatting and laughing.  I was comfortable talking to her,  felt like i have known her before. 
We chatted for about 15 mins before the guy in the grey suit who was talking to his ear piece,  approached her and said something to her in Japanese.

She waved at me and told me it was nice talking to me before she was ushered away. 
Then, came a Japanese lady in a suit  approached me and telling me in a fluent American English that I failed to follow the protocol. 
Aki Abe came and talked to me.  What was I supposed to do?  Walked away?  Ignored and snubbed her? 
Whatever it was,  I had a nice time talking to her.

Saturday 16 January 2021

92. New Airports

It was the semester break  at the university  UIA in June 1998. A friend of mine invited me to his village in Sandakan,  Sabah. 
I agreed to accept his invitation as I had never been to Sabah before. Although I had already made another plan around that same time. 
It was a weekday on  the third week of June 1998 that we flew in to Kota Kinabalu Airport from Subang Airport as it was cheaper to fly at about midnight with MAS. 

We arrived at Kota Kinabalu International Airport past two o'clock in the morning. 
There was hardly anyone at the airport with only one counter that was opened but all the passengers walked past the counter without any immigration nor custom check.
We stayed on till 6am and alighted to Sandakan where his hometown was located. 
While in Sabah I managed to go to Sepilok, Kundasang,   Ranau and Kinabalu Park. 
I did not manage ro climb Mount Kinabalu due to poor weather condition at that time. 

On July 1, as I was going through the immigration to catch my flight,  I was detained by the Immigration for not having proper documents to fly out of Sabah. I did bring my passport to enter Sabah.  Instead I only had my IC. 
They questioned how did I get in ro Sabah without a passport. 

They could have  just stopped me when I was entering Sabah without a passport but why did they allow me to enter? I was preplexed and condused. 
They accused  me of being an illegal immigrant with a fake IC that could easily available in Sabah. I showed them my university's matric card. 
Only after I made two phone call to Sam my Sabahan friend who invited me to his hone village and another call to my lawyer friend in KL,  only then, they released me with a  stern warning. 

Upon my release, leaving the interrogation room,   my only concern was would I be able to carch my fligjt back to KL as  scheduled? Would I miss my flight to KL?  I was very nervous. 

 I ran as fast as I could to the boarding gate as my name was announced through the airport's P A systen. 
Luckily I was able to catch the flight with a slight delay. 
I reached KL that afternoon but we did not land at Subang Airpiort.  Instead we landed at the brand new KLIA in Sepang that had opened a few days earlier.  The airport was modern,  huge and beautiful with lot of greens and trees surrounding the brand new airport. 
But the system was not as beautiful as its architecture when the airport had disruption including with its Baggage Handling System causing many passengers were stranded waiting for their luggage. 

I was lucky as I had always travelled as light as possible bringing only a knapsack on my  back and a hand luggage without having to check them in. 
Off I went leaving the new airport with the concept of a 'symbiosis between architecture and the forest' but with  a few hiccups on its first few days. 

Later that week,  on Saturday July 4th, again I was at the KLIA. So many people were there.  Not just passengers but KLIA had became tourist attraction to both local and visitors to our country. 
One of the most amazing things about KLIA was that the Main Terminal Building was designed in such a way that it was an ecological infrastructure by adopting the 'Airport in the forest, forest in the airport' concept.
I was at the KLIA not just to admire its concepts but fly out of Malaysia. 

On 4th of July 1998  that Saturday afternoon,  I reached Hong Kong.  I landed at the Kai Tak International Airport in the heart of Hong Kong metropolitan, one of the most difficult airports in the world to land. 

A week later,  I was in Lantau Island,  far from  the busy bustling Hong Kong Metropolitan. I was on my way to the brand new Chek Lap Kok International Airport that was just being opened a few days earlier on a man made Island. 
A bit chaotic,  to check in and to go through the very long queu of security check took me almost three hours.   Luckily I managed to catch my flight back to KL in the nick of time.  We landed safely at KLIA in Sepang, that night. 

Within that two weeks,  I was flying in and  out through four different airport to two same destinations with both countries  having brand new aiports within a week apart of their openings from each other.