It has been awhile since I last posted an entry to this blog. I have been busy socialising, doing my aqua theraphy, meeting new friends and lost a friend. A dear friend of mine passed away on 29 Oct 2011 and it affected me greatly.
Shahrul Annuar Ibrahim or Pood as close friends called him, was strong healthy and active and no one would expect him to . His untimely death came as a shock to me as we were close. When someone close to you die, it makes me realised life is short and how vulnerable life is.
I always thought, I would die first before Pood but God loves him and took him away from me. God must have a better plan for him as well as for me. His death serves as a wake up for me to be more generous to other people and spread love to our loved ones as we dont know when they will go or how soon you will go.
We grow up thinking that we've got everything figured out. We think we're fully in control over everything that happens. The truth is , the control we think we have is really an illusion. Shadows. The only thing life really promises us is pain t is up to us to create the joy.
When you were born, you were crying and everyone around you was smiling. You had lived your life that when you passed away, you are the one who smiling and everyone around you is crying - al least you made me cry dear friend.
